I am feeling blessed

I didn't know that you can feel sad, excited, scared and happy all at once.
That is what I was feeling this morning. I have arrived in Cape Town, but I still don't have a place to stay (I'm crashing at our townhouse in Stellenbosch, but once I start my job it is not an option).
I start a new job next week and I know that it will be a huge challenge!
How do you go back to old friends after 6months? Things have changed, I have changed, but how much?
I lived in the most amazing place for two months. I got to spend so much time with my awesome parents. I dealt with my issues and I am a new person now.
I had my own room with the most amazing view and amazing sunrises. Our house is pretty, wonderful & home. Our dog is the cutest dog ever. There is a tame Nyala that comes and fetch some fruit. She is so tame that we can touch/hug her!
There are zebras & giraffe & you see them every time you drive to the gate. Sometimes you even have to stop and wait for them to get out of the road. Running in the bush so close to the animals sometimes took my breath away!

I will miss home, my parents, my dog and all the luxury, but I need to do this, no matter how hard it is going to be.

I know that great things are going to happen to me, that I am going to be very happy and that things will work out, but for now I am overwelmed by all the emotions.